Today I was in church playing guitar and praying. And in the silence of the sanctuary gallery, I guess I found myself again in God's presence (it's been awhile), and the spectre of MBBS, ministry, church, friends and family....just grew so strangely dim.
He is more than enough for me, in every season and every need. And I will hope in Him. The past 2 weeks in Medicine posting has been a blurry of worry, stress, little sleep, little joy and no God. Which is contrary to what I promised myself before m5 began - that I would not be so caught up in the madness that is year 5 and would continue to honour God and be faithful to the things He's called me to.
Anyway, I've decided to do Daniel's fast! (at least till the end of med posting). The terms of the fast:
1. To set aside regular time for God and the things of God (not just study study)
2. To abstain from meat and wine (in my case, sweet drinks =)
3. To abstain from unwholesome entertainment and activities
yeps. *deep breath* let's do it!
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